Tuesday, January 19, 2010

when it rains...

I gotta stop jinxing myself, getting all excited about things finally going my way. :/ Where do I begin...?

Well, for starters, this semester is already off to a pretty rocky start. I got sick right as I was coming back from Christmas break, which meant I missed a couple days of classes right off the bat. Then, right as I was finally feeling back in the groove at the end of last week, I got slammed with a bit of a shocker, really. I started feeling really sick quite suddenly on Saturday evening around 9pm, with a sudden fever and chills that had me literally shuddering and sweating at the same time, unable to even try and sleep it off. A couple of hours later, I realized that my left leg was throbbing and starting to hurt, so I called my roommate in to have a look and see if it might be a spider bite or something. After a little online research, we came to the conclusion that it wasn't a spider bite, but possibly an infection resulting from a bite or sting of *some* kind. I called my mom next, and she gave me several more possibilities - shingles, cellulitis, MRSA, or even an abscess/cyst like my brother had to get cut out of *his* left leg a few years ago. I'm thinking, "wow...none of these is really going to be better than any of the others..."

You know what they say about hindsight being 20/20? I *intended* to get to the doctor the very next day, but I was unable to get a ride and so I figured it could wait until Monday morning first thing. I REALLY should have walked over there myself on Sunday when I still had the ability to do so without much complication.

The area of redness and pain went from two spots on Saturday night in the middle of my shin - one about an inch/inch and a half in diameter, the other about a quarter inch - to a much larger, less uniform spread all the way down to my lower shin on Sunday and Monday, to all the way down past my ankle and around the leg today. It was VERY painful this morning; it actually brought me to tears and I have a fairly high pain tolerance.

So, let's back up a little bit to yesterday, when my aunt took me to the doctor. He took one look at it, felt it and everything, and told me very seriously that we were going to have to pay close attention to it and be very "aggressive" with treatment right away. He speculated on cellulitis right from the get-go, but took a culture of it to be sure. He then ordered me a shot of antibiotic *and* prescribed some antibiotic pills to get going on right away.

I hate shots. I *usually* like surprises, but not the kind that involve shots. So when the nurse came in with the needle and said, "ok, I'm gonna need your bum" I was like "...wait, what?!"

I had a different doctor for the follow-up today, and *he* said it looked like cellulitis for sure, and based on the fact that my fever seems to have gone away, we're on the right track with the treatment. But it felt so horrible this morning and looked worse than before, so he ordered *another* shot to the butt for me today, with yet another scheduled for tomorrow. And, if it's any worse tomorrow than it was today, they'll have to take a blood sample and be sure it isn't more complicated than cellulitis, as if cellulitis isn't complicated enough! I mean, check out this link! https://health.google.com/health/ref/Cellulitis That pretty much fits me to a T, so what could be even *worse* I wonder?! I was told to take it easy and stay home, off my feet as much as possible, which means no classes for the rest of the week. :/

I've already gotten emails back from some of my teachers telling me to take it easy and not worry too much about catching up until I get back (hopefully) starting Monday, so that makes me feel a little better. If y'all could pray for me, I'd really appreciate that so much too. To be honest, things could be much worse, and I'm grateful that they aren't.

Saturday, January 09, 2010

hey hey!

I'm such a flake when it comes to this blog but I manage to update it at least bi-annually so that works, right? :D

I'm really excited about a couple of things right now. First of all, if all goes well, I've applied for graduation this semester! My major is all but completed (all that's left is a travel class or an internship), my generals have been done for a couple of years, the minimum total required credits will be reached after this semester, and I will be submitting two custom clusters in place of a minor. Best case scenario here, and my personal choice, is that they'll approve my clusters, I'll be able to get into the travel class this semester, I'll finish out this semester, and I'll walk in April. Worst case scenario is that they don't like my clusters, they make me take some courses during the summer, I do the travel class in the summer, and I walk in July. Either way, I win because I'm FINALLY graduating this year!

Plus, I wouldn't mind staying for the summer anyway because my friend Craig is coming home from his mission in March! I'm so excited! I've only been on two dates with him, but before he left two Marches ago we had discussed more dating and such, and I've been writing him his entire mission and, quite frankly, I feel like we've grown so much closer even though he's on the other side of the States. I really like him and I'm really looking forward to seeing him when he gets back. :)

I'm taking some difficult classes this semester but I know that as long as I stay focused and get my homework done on time, rather than my usual procrastination, I'll get decent grades and be able to graduate either this semester or next. I'm so excited to be able to say that with absolute certainty now!

Oh and one more thing that I have to say is that I am REALLY proud of myself and my handiwork in watercolor painting. I need to have my family send me pictures of the paintings I recently gave them all, because I barely recognize my own work for how professional they look now in their frames. It really gives me the drive to keep going with it and push myself to new heights so that my work will be worth more monetarily and I'll make a name for myself someday. :)